I just realized that I'm nobody's #1 I'm always a second to last,or someones second choice.
I would say something like "You're my number one" but that would honestly just give off the vibes that I'm a creep and an ODer and I'm really not so uh I'm sure you're someone's number one!
then find someone who makes you their #1??
I'm not good at making friends.
then wait.
you'll find someone eventually
