You not only love them (they love you too), but also find an outlet in them, your quiet place. It's wonderful when hobbies help to alleviate mental problems at least a little.
I sincerely hope that your therapist helps you, and that content creation also helps you!
Thanks you! I am immensely grateful that you gave me the love I am looking for! I'm going to give some of my love to the beautiful creations that you created!