ok I really have to get this off my chest. Natalia you probably don't even remember but a long time ago we did an are pee. I used a mha oc named Mizuki. Yes I know. It was probably awkward for you... but I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. So I just continued no questions asked. Ever since then I've been obsessing over how awkward it was. How cringe I was being. How I could've fixed it. How I probably made you so uncomfortable. So I refused to even look at Mizuki because of that. I actually really liked her as a character. I felt close to her. But I couldn't bare the thought of making you uncomfortable. It was so difficult to keep quiet. I tried again and again to forget how bad of a friend I was but I couldn't. I just can't keep it inside and not say anything anymore. I thought you would think I was weird, creepy or like a stalker or smthn. But it's too much weight to bare. So that's it. You can never talk to me again if you like. You can act like I don't exist. You can even block me. I deserve it.
Oh, Tbh- I had kinda fun doing the Mizuki RP cause im a person well- does anything cringe or weird stuff. I never thought it was cringe or weird, and no. Your an amazing friend. It wasn't awkward, Im a person that always did dumb stuff and still do that stuff. ..I mean it, I grew up in a veryyyy strange family. I really liked Mizuki- how she acted, how she looked. What would be the point to block you or not talk to you if the RP was fun. So im glad you got it off of your chest, cause now you get to see how I felt abt the rp!