"N-NO! NO I-I DON'T-W-W-WHY DO YOU A-ALWAYS A-ASSUME T-THAT E-EVERYONE H-HATES YOU!? I-I DON'T H-HATE YOU-I-I DON'T HATE IT HERE-I-I JUST HATE MYSELF! E-EVERYONE IN HERE FUCKING HATES OURSELVES AND WE'RE ALL JUST P-PRETENDING LIKE EVERYTHING'S OK-AND I WAS OK WITH THAT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT I'M BROKEN BECAUSE IF I THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT I'M BROKEN THEN I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WHY I'M FUCKIN' BROKEN AND I-I DON'T....I-I c-can't-"
He stopped running, running out of steam and holding himself tightly, sobbing
"I-I can't-t-think about that anymore...-"