(Oh hun I was already thinking he did that with Roman-)
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK HE DID TO ME!? ALL THOSE-"PRIVATE LESSONS" ALL THOSE CLOSED DOOR MEETINGS-WHAT DO YOU THINK THOSE WERE!? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING CONFUSED I WAS!? ONE MINUTE HE HATED ME, THE NEXT MINUTE HE LOVED ME AND THE MINUTE AFTER THAT HE....I didn't know how to react-I-I didn't ever know what he wanted from me and I was numb. I was fucking numb all the time Remus-I couldn't feel, I couldn't think, I couldn't-I just-had to keep smiling....-"