(...Wow i was WAAAAY off! Okay, so i did have like a somewhat good idea of that knight part, i mean why would he want keep everyone safe if he didn't have that problem, but then again i was thinking of the wrong think entirely and-, you know what never mind, thank you for telling me, that was quite lovely to read!)
(Mhm-so basically in his village he was a fighter, he like-fought for monies and everyone in town fucking hated him cuz either he won and they lost money, or he lost and they thought he was pathetic so like-he really couldn't win no matter what he did and everyone despised him and he has a constant need for validation and approval now because of all of his life experiences YAYYYYY-)