"....Get....Off..."
His voice sound low...whatever he was thinking...whatever he was trying or going to do...he wanted Patton to get...the fuck...away from him
(Ofc!)
"....I killed...a human with my own hands...My own...pathetic...hands, This blade is what they hurt me with...I should let them finish the job...I say this not because i don't love yall...it's because i don't think i can even love myself..."
(Okay, so more of complicated "high tech", or well steampunk look for one, and the classical "knights" kinda style for them, correct?)
"...I don't-like who I am....I never have-I'm weak, and pathetic and-useless-"
His breath hitched, holding his arms tightly as tears ran down his cheeks. He took a deep breath before continuing
"But-you...you like me for who I am-you and all the others-and that.....it helps a little....because if you guys like me then....then maybe I'm not so bad...-"
(Mhm! Lemme know when you gotz person-Immmmma claim nature aesthetic just cuz that's kinda my vibeee-)
"...Heh...Hehehe....Hahaha..."
He just began to laugh...he laughed...and laughed...and it quickly turned into what could only be described as a chaotic laughter, it echoed through out the cave as his voiced sound strained...the blade shattered on the ground as he threw it, tears streaming down his cheek...he shortly stops after words...
"Ohhh Patton...Im so fucking sorry for what i said, Im a fucking idiot and I know that...but it's just so GOD..DAMN....TRUE for what i said...I love you and you don't deserve pain...but I do..."
(Oki!)
He grabbed him and hugged him fiercely, burying his face in his chest and rubbing his back
"No, you don't!!! You saved me-you saved all of us!! If it wasn't for you, I...well, I don't even know where I'd be.....you deserve so, so much love-you deserve to be happy, Hero-so please, please don't ever, EVER say you don't deserve kindness-and please don't think you've hurt us-I was damaged before I got here...being with you has only helped me heal."