He immediately threw it away from him just seeing those fucking words...hurt him...it looked like he was having a panic attack cause he was breathing quickly...eyes widen as started to step away from the Pokedex
His body felt so hot to touch...and not in a good way obviously, sweat was starting to roll down his face and the breathing only quickend...tears were about to swell in his eyes
After a good while...Ren's breathing became to a slow...shakily gasps for air...sniffs that sounds just painful...tears soaking his shirts shoulder...and his body just shakey from pure fear