not a vent but since it’s summer and the average temperature here is 50 degrees Celsius and my anxiety isn’t doing me any favors. I’m not feeling too hot. Well I am hot but I mean hot as in… you get what I mean. I feel like I’m gonna barf my whole lunch out and my messed up nerves keep coming back to haunt me giving me random pain at random moments. I have a headache and a crushing feeling in my chest. It’s kinda difficult to breathe but I’m okay. I know I don’t have covid cause my test came negative. I’m sweating grenades not bullets and I’m really itchy. I know I’m not sick cause this has happened before. I’m not sure how to explain it.