"So..."
"Hmmm...maybe-I can tell you stuff to make you hate me-that way killing me will be easier-Um-hm-"
"It might-I'm pretty hateable!"
He grins and Calix is very, very sure that he is not
"Hm...well-I...I hate being the beacon."
"Yeah but it's awful! I-I should be happy to do stuff for others-t-to live my life in service-"