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"I know I haven't been the best mother recently, it's just when your dad died, I was weak and I couldn't take care of a child. I became consumed with guilt. And I was a coward. I ran away. I always avoided talking to you because I didn't want to see how I've hurt you. I couldn't. I've been a terrible mother and I was so selfish. I can't imagine how it felt to wake up one day and... you're alone. I'm so sorry. I let my troubles get the best of me. I know that we still have some troubles but if we try we can fix it. I understand if you don't forgive me."
"...fine. But I'm watching you."
-Star walked back to her room and closed the door PROPERLY-
{Well I told her "fine". Her explaination sounded like a movie scene honestly like she was talking in whole metaphors. But I'll give her a chance.}