"Nn-"
He hides his face in his hands
"Y'know I won't judge ya. You could be a...masochist for all I care.
"W-no...no it's-it's not like that...not at all actually..."
"Then what..?"
He sighs
"Ok well it's-it's not...it's..."
He blushes
"It's...really good...b-but the guy he's...gentle...I mean he-he acts rough but it's...I...I know that he cares about me...I-oh god, this is embarrassing-"
"Then why aren't ya with him?"
"I...I don't...I don't know who he is."
"Eh...? Now ya just sound stupid!"
"I-I know but-I don't ever actually see his face...-not-not well anyways...f-for all I know he's just some dream guy my brain made up-"
"boooo."