(Ok-do you have any idea where it might be? Cuz Imma be completely honest with you-from everything you've told me about your family life...this is really, really unhealthy. And it's going to continue to affect your mental health. So if you can get out of there, you should.)
(Fuck ok here's the deal-so I've actually talked to my mom about you, she's a big ally, she knows the situation. Here's the problem-we can't take you. Legally, because you're a minor if we take you in that's kidnapping and we can get in trouble. Like your parents can get social services involved, and then you'd HAVE to go back. So that's not to say you couldn't make your way here at some point-but you'd need protection from social services first.)