He opened his eyes. He was trying to make himself believe he was dead.
He pulled away and looked at him and got startled a bit.
"I-I..I thought you were sleep..I-I don't care about that..I'm sorry this is my fault and-and I want you too know that I really I really love you and I am sorry I couldn't save you myself.."
He stayed silent, not looking at Trevor, just looking at the ceiling
He started crying again and he looked at him.
"I-I-I...I-I'm sorry..I-"
He choked up he couldn't even say anything all he could really do was cry and touch so wrapped his arms around him and laid his head on his shoulder.
"Why...am I still alive.."
"W-What..?"
"I want to die..."
"..."
He sat there in shock, the tears started to fall even more and his hands lossened around him.
"I...just....want to disappear..."
"I-I..I have..a-an..Idea.."
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