"now..back to the story..he had an important job but when he would come home he would hit me only a little, a day I remember we had to go somewhere I don't remember where but it was really red a beautiful woman came up too me but..she hurt me really bad, she's the one that made me deaf..it was hard for me because whenever I woke up, they kept asking if I was ok..but every time they're mouth opened I couldn't hear anything.. think I had what daddy had..a panic attack, it was really hard to breath the everything felt smaller like I was trapped..It felt like I was screaming but no one could hear, no one knew what was wrong with me..I couldn't even hear myself cry..so I didn't know if I was crying or not then I felt water and knew I was crying..and that's it.."
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