Zander:baby..hes apart of you..why won't you accept that..I said I wanted to make all parts of you feel happy and loved..well he wanted to try something new..he had never done this before..and he just wants to be loved and fell happy like you do..do you know that he love you..he doesn't want you to be gone away from him..but you..some of you doesn't want him to be here..I'm not taking anyones side..I just want all of you to be happy and feel loved..