"believe it or not. Losing you was the hardest think I had to go through. I thought I didn't care at the time but thinking back. I cared... a lot. I left and I thought you'd never talk to me again. And I thought you hated me. When you talked to me. I was practically jumping with joy on the inside. But I felt I had no chance. So I stopped trying. The truth is that I really like you Esme. I really really like you. I love you."