Esme: ...
Sako:so I thought of u guys and I..ignored the feeling and look what I have now..2 beautiful twins on the way...your sisters are like sisters to me..I have a soon to be beautiful wife and a loving dad that visits more often..this is perfect..and of course..everyday I'm scared as hell..of losing everything..and everyone..I'm scared I'll be all alone..so please don't feel like your the only one cause you aren't ..I have that feeling everyday..but I put it down and ignore it..so maybe we both should try to stop...feeling this feeling..it's super unbearable and hard and I know that..so if u need someone to talk to..do not be mad or scared to tell me..