Even though Esme's trying not to, she's still thinking about it, thoughts jumbled
E mind: Does he really like me? I mean Zem said so but that doesn't mean it's true...maybe he's just being kind? Although he does call me beautiful, but that-that doesn't mean...and do I...do I like him...?
E mind: oh shit oh fuck he IS flirting with me! And what's worse, I-I kind of like it...No no no Esme don't do this don't fall for him you KNOW this won't end well for you...