Well no I take that back cause I was just crying when I was watching a silent voice few hours ago and I don't feel like crying again
For me, guilt like that just eventually goes away and then I'm just like, "Fuck it! I'm gonna simp over this character and not care what people think!" I mean it comes back sometimes but it goes away again then T-T Idk if you know this anime character but there's this character named Ban and he's literally thousands of years old but I still simp over him T-T even though he kind of has a crappy personality..I mean its not that crappy...But just a lil bit crappy T-T