lilac: *crying* w-why do i always gotta fuck everything up??! I should just go die in a hole! Why did i have to be so rude when he was the only person i cared about! *goes to her favorite spot..the cliffs*
Xander: *stops some rando from jumping off a cliff* hey what are you doing?
Rando: *was sleepwalking* huh? You saved my life! Thank you! You're a hero. Could you tell me where I am so I can get home?
Xander: *gives the location* *rando leaves* *texts back* "It's fine. I shouldn't have re acted that way. But I thought you hated me? I mean I was nothing but mean to you." *sigh* I hope that dude is ok. Great. I'm thinking about other people again. *looks over the edge of the cliff* Why should I be nice to other people when they've only been mean to me. Everyone hates me anyway. *sits down* maybe that dudes sleepwalking had the right idea. I'm gonna die anyway so what's the point.