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You might food neophobia...that's a real thing and it's the phobia (or fear) of eating. I read into it a while ago, it's pretty serious and without enough food or nutrients in your body, it will affect your mental/physical health. I'm sorry for being concerned but even tho i don't know you, i want to make sure your okay and healthy and doing good! Also, here's the video i watched when i did research, ofc I'm not saying that you have this or are anything like this but just incase you were wondering or interested