it’s amazing how useful and addicting apathy can be, especially when you can convince yourself that blowing a fit about it won’t help. i literally will be like, “ok dude, you have a horrible sadness inside of you right now. go to your mp3s. open up spitz indigo chiheisen or aco irony or something (albums that make me weep like a child) and CRY. this is an ASSIGNMENT.” and it helps. thank you so much for reading!