Hey I just came across this post. Just wanted to pop in that over a year ago, I was a part of their game dev discord server and saw some really disgusting behavior, especially of them talking ill of other more well-known devs in the community who weren't a part of their server. I ended up leaving the server due to that and the server just going against a lot of my core values. I felt like I was going insane since no one was really saying anything about it lol.
Idk what happened to you but I hope you're able to heal.