i cried. this was something i went into thinking "this is probably not my thing" and oh my god. it's so beautiful. everything about this was so beautiful and i get it. i relate to both of them in their own ways. there's something so horribly heart wrenching about the knowledge you CAN'T go back, even if you want to. i think that's what made this hit so hard. absolutely wonderful. absolutely horribly toxically wonderful.