I feel you... I've been desperately looking for femdom content from a female POV. Even in literature, the amount of content is so disappointing. Most femdom content seems to be made by and for men, and the sexualization of the "mistress" just puts me off. And I'm not even looking specifically for 18+ content. I just want stories with that dynamic from a woman's perspective. I guess there just aren't that many women who are into submissive men......