I know you feel bad, but I think you are doing great work, even if you feel you aren't progressing swiftly. Making games can take a long time. I think that all progress is good progress and you are doing good. I am proud of you for your efforts.
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Hey again, thanks a lot for that! Yeah games do take a while to make, epically this one! I actually had like 80% of the code done like 2 months ago, but then I felt like it wasnt good enough and so I kept adding more and more to it, in which it became a total mess of code and just couldnt do it anymore.
I have a tenedicy to do that, but yeah I just decided to come back for mainly my sanity and to actually get updates out. I learned a ton about coding and I remade a lot of the janky code and fixed some preformance bugs (in this version of the game), so it wasnt entirely a waste of a few months. I just wanna have fun with this project again and not feel like Im in over my head with programming an entire game engine.