I want to believe that I don't make games for an audience. I want to believe that I could create art, simply to be destroyed.
But do I believe that? I do feel differently about the stuff I build in Minecraft, and the stuff I build in Godot. I do feel differently about unreleased projects, and games I share. And I do feel differently about games that have had a lot of eyes on them, and tiny projects barely anyone has seen.
I don't know how to feel about that. There is a Folk-art worldview that art can serve a purpose. Can help people. And I do aspire to provide something to people.
But I also don't want to be held hostage by the imagined audience.
I don't know, I don't know. I don't know.
But I appreciate the chance to think more deeply about it.