I think the part of your post that hit me wasn't even the AI discussion itself. It was the feeling of spending years supporting a creative community because you genuinely believed in it, only to discover that support doesn't necessarily translate into understanding or acceptance when your work falls outside what some people consider acceptable.
Whether people agree with AI tools or not, having your work dismissed as "slop" without any meaningful engagement is frustrating. Especially when you're talking about using AI as one tool among many in a larger creative process rather than trying to replace creativity altogether.
I also think a lot of independent creators can relate to the financial side of what you're describing. Many of us have spent years supporting artists, developers, musicians, and creators because we wanted to contribute to an ecosystem we cared about. Realizing those communities may not see you the same way you see them can be a painful experience.
For what it's worth, I don't think you're alone. There are probably plenty of creators quietly experimenting with these tools while trying to make art, tell stories, build games, and express themselves. Most of them aren't looking for a fight. They're just trying to create.
Even if people disagree with your methods, nobody deserves to have years of effort, enthusiasm, and support reduced to a single dismissive label.