Is it true that you are like this? Were you always this wretched and malicious? I thought you could've changed for the great or good,a great soul at heart,however that claim has since been proven wrong, I thought you are actually a decent person for decompiling a mod from a pedo,and actually had a great reason to do so but perhaps I see it now, you're just a foul and disgusting person in the inside, there is no heart left inside you,no sympathy for the others, just a husk, simple talk couldn't change you , you're just a nuisance in the end, nothing could've ever been expected from you, your role in this society is pointless, attacking somebody mentally and cast upon them constant mental breakdown just proves you do not care about the others, all you want to do is to cause pain and suffering to others, does this make you feel good? All the adrenaline and dopamine amount must be fueling up this attitude right?
Everybody have different takes and beliefs of the afterlife, but the thought of an endless dark void awaiting in the afterlife still haunts me everyday, what if one day we were to close our eyes for one final breath and the next thing you know, you cannot open your eyes again, your brain is conscious, your body deactivated, what's left is the remaining thoughts of past memories and doings all slowly remembered by us, we were to truly experience all the bad and good we have ever done once again but I couldn't imagine myself mourning for the past and hoping I could experience it one more time