The music you created is good to be honest
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But the issue with me making music for Incredibox mods is that I seem to somehow fail to make all the sounds able to mix/make music, but I remember I managed to hire a mod team, and guess what? I was successful, and I finally made a mod that you can mix and make music on, but when I left the Incredibox community, I just removed/cancelled all of my incredibox mods
Well, at least the mods might seem probably interesting to you but you could of possibly did not get a chance to see any of my mods if you never had played my mods at all
Well, here's the story of what happened. So there was this one serious mistake I made where I put real life gore in, like, two of my Incredibox horror mods without even deciding that I should never put it there at all, and you might be just saying there's no fucking way I could have made that mistake and not realized that I should have never done it. Well, what led to me thinking it was safe is because i applied a white and black filter to the real life gore images i put in whatever two incredibox mods and i just believed it would make it less likely to cause problems and i just left it there for months and i recall dorkfishie telling me that it could get my mods a bad reputation cuz of the real gore and that was probably her feedback on trying to get me to remove the real gore but i was probably for whatever reason too stupid to understand that i should remove the real life gore images from my mod but when i first joined Discord, things were normal but i got banned only for reasons that were not because of me putting real life gore in my mod because they somehow never knew about it yet but when i decided to delete my discord because of my mistakes getting me to become banned from servers i waited for days until discord deleted my accouunt because there was a thing whare it takes some days for it to be deleted when you press the delete button it basically give you a chance to reverse the action of deleting your account and when i finally decided to make a new account i joined baggerheads server at some time and i was onto something and i suddenly got banned from baggerheads server and i just did not know why and when i asked dorkfishie on discord why i was banned it was because i put real gore in my mods and thats when i fucking finally decided to realize my mistake and when i decided to join different incredibox servers i just for whatever reason just got banned from even more incredibox servers by bringing up the topic about me getting banned from a server but eventually i did more fucked up things without even thinking twice before doing them and months later i just left the incredibox community but i also said that i had a account on neocities so i can still make incredibox mods and not have people knowing who i am
i did some of the things because i was stupid or i was angry but i was probably still stupid when i was angry because of me just seemingly not even thinking twice and thinking it would just be bad as punching someone or something normally bad idk but the things i would do if i got banned from a server improved some after all of that drama and stuff like that and yeah i just got my reputation destroyed because of my shit i did
Btw, I just dont want people doing anymore callouts because i believe what i did is just becoming old now and also when someone makes like a callout document or does a callout to get me banned or get people to know what I did, I get angry because they wont leave me alone and stop trying to ruin my future but at least some people such as malo and emo bart/stellar finally forgiven me now but not everyone did but thats okay
I joined the fnf community and the Kevin Spencer community and the Beastars community and also the furry community, but the issue is I don't even know how to fucking make Friday Night Funkin' mods. It's so hard to hire perfect people who could make FNF mods for me, and I remember someone on Discord in a server told me that I needed fucking money to actually hire good people for my fnf mods. Like, dude, I'm not gonna pay money for shit see i really believe it should just take only effort trying to find people who are good at making fnf mods not fucking money but man see i just wished i could of made my first fnf mod but i just could not
See, maybe it's just going to take a fucking unknown amount of years for me to finally get the fnf mod makers I want, I fucking wish I could have been luckier to stay in the Incredibox community and never make any mistakes that could just get my reputation ruined. See, this fucking sucks i wish i never been unlucky. See, I just have to accept that I just can't do shit in the Incredibox community anymore I literally loved that community. There are no other communities that are like that I could join, and it's just how the fucking digital world is. There's only a limited number of communities, and there's not any community I would like, just like the Incredibox community, but the FNF community is the only place I can make mods I would like to make, but it's hard to make mods in the FNF community. See, things just fucking suck. I fucking hate issues that are permanent. I absolutely hate it when I'm permanently banned from a place or when an issue is just permanent.