I've changed, so did my content. Old keys cannot open new doors and I'm not the same person from 5-6 years ago anymore.
I've improved over the years and what is old eventually became trash compared to what is new. People change and improve and you gotta deal with it whether you like it or not.
And also yes I'm autistic, but I'm not retarded just because of that. You are also being very disrespectful by doing what you just did.