I’m sorry that you are having a hard time, Emi. I hope it gets better soon. I think one of the important things is not to worry about perfection and to just enjoy the spontaneity of creation because what you create is entirely yours and a unique reflection of your self that can be done by none other. So the greatest part is about accepting and coming to terms with what you might consider as imperfections in yourself or your creative spirit, but in fact, they are what make you special. ✨
Will talk to you later. Much love. 💖