It's all good, sometimes life happens and it usually never cares for those going through it. Bad things come with the good things, good with the bad, but nobody can tell how much they can take before its just too much. Take a break and sort your feelings out, don't force yourself to do something that would push harder against you. I may be a stranger but I send my regards nonetheless. I hope you enjoy Pokopia and take your time with the relentless force that is life! (also, That guy was a bit of a dick for just leaving like that, some peoples hearts are built with more hate than others, but don't let that taint your own, you are more than what is thrown at you, much like an aluminum bat to the shins.)