Wow.
Idk how old you are but this maturity and selfconsciousness is marvelous to read.
I mean, knowing you gotta take care of yourself sometimes happens late in a person's life (Hiiii! ^^") so hearing it said that easily was very touching.
Keep playing and dev games and be a better human tomorrow. And keep sharing the Light! ♡ (the one you got inside that drives you)