I played this at the end of 2022, and replay it about once a year. Since then I've often kept it in mind when keeping my desires for suffering in check - to make sure that I seek out lesserness and pain because I want it, and not because I believe wholeheartedly that it's what I am or where I deserve to be, what I deserve to feel, what I must feel. Thank you for the act of vulnerability in releasing it - it's helped me understand myself quite a bit.