I get how having additional job can just rob you from time. I was trying to getting more game dev gigs jut to focus on one type of work. But I just end up jumping from modeling, to drawing, to designing and in the end I just make a lot of pixel art. I hope everything sorts out somehow. Sometimes it feels like tough time never end and there is no minute to take a deeper breath, still powering through seems like an only option. Take care, old friend.