Hi, the frustrating part is not necessarily that you can't get to use the engine, it is the lack of agency. You have ideas, you want your creative spirit unleashed, but don't have the drive to get past this obstacle alone. While I am working on something you didn't mention it doesn't mean that you won't like it once you get to know it, and there is some room left :) you can either get a supportive environment for working in unity, or you can explore other areas https://itch.io/t/5655000/revshare-hello-to-all-creative-types lemme know in case you are interested :)