I also want to draw NSFW art/animations and collective hags are ruining everything especially in the west as they tend to be more into violence than naked bodies and erotica than Europe. But if I wanted it to be my job than I would atleast try to finance it a little bit so I would not be struggling with other life challenges.
Just coming back from work is quite a lot and to imagine to basically hop into another right away seems exhausting to me, if I should be doing it almost for free.
But still I kinda get where you are coming from