You seriously need help, brother. That's all I'm gonna further say on the matter, you're over here making essays playing the pity party now. Just for your sake, and regardless if you wanna listen to a stranger or not, I'd still get some professional help, chief. Seriously.
truly showing your either showing your ignorance with this one or showing your hand as nothing but a ragebaiter. According to the National Institute of Mental Health in 2022 23.1% of adults in the US live with mental illness. According to the National Alliance on Mental Illness 46% of people who ended themselves had known mental health conditions. Just admit your bigoted toward those who struggle more than you.