"I long to tell him that I'm not sad he changed, I'm sad I didn't get to change with him."
T_T. Sad, sweet and touching. I absolutely adored the concept of him being here and not here at the same time. So close yet so far.
There was a lot of feelings and subjects gracefully tackled all at once. For example, it is not only about the grief of losing a loved one (Mc), but also of losing yourself (Li).
I don't care, it happened for a reason, no matter what you say; MC needed James to love them T_T.