Sometimes it just ends up going like this. I can't say part of me isn't a bit sad to see the project go, but it's understandable given what you said on Patreon. Sorry to hear about all the shit you've had to endure and continue to be plagued by OCN, knew it wasn't good on your side but I didn't figure it would be this bad.
I know words from an Internet stranger don't amount to much, but I'm hoping things get better for you from here on out. Thanks for hanging on as long as you have, looking forward to your next projects no matter when or how they release.