after a week of losing our minds over this game my local girls server made characters and started playing. i described my character to a cis friend and felt the need to insist afterwards "this is not self-harm, this is catharsis, i promise".
i was lying. playing this game is self-harm. it's also the funniest ttrpg i've ever played and it's not even close. before even being briefed for the first mission three characters had sex twice and both were catastrophic psychological disasters for everyone involved. characters in this game are like the roleplaying equivalent of the two halves of the demon core and if you smush them together they make funny sounds and colors.