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I'm mainly saying that on the internet attention is the fuel on which everything on the internet runs. Sites that farm drama like Youtube, Reddit, and Twitter have been around for years at this point earning billions through clicks from dramas and controversies while the 'nicer' sites are always struggling unless they basically operate for free or have an 'enemy' that people can 'defeat' by giving them donations, like upcoming eviction, a mean person/group trying to cancel them, or something more abstract, and the same applies to content creators and influencers. Of course, there is a sphere of the internet that is drama-free and successful, but it's worth noting that it seems like the drama stuff is subsidising the normal stuff made by talented people. Basically, would someone wholesome like Markiplier be able to earn as much without guys like Logan Paul generating huge traffic on Youtube, or MatPat getting into arguments on with the creator of Five Nights At Freddys over his theories?

But, more relevantly, why is it that people like me are 'defended' from receiving attention from Cancel Culture? I get that warning all the time that I need to be defended from Cancel Culture, which is why developers won't signal-boost me on Twitter or video creators won't talk about me or my stuff, to protect me from internet trolls that would say mean things about me and apparently ruin my life. The thing is, I'm sure it isn't all fun and games, but, this is what I signed up for. I expect criticism, I expect that when I post Pokemon porn (for lack of a better word) or even just content where characters die (Adore The Doll) or characters pee on other characters (Crossing A Line) or even just weird stuff happens (Miltank Dating Simulator) that there will be controversy, that people will be confused or upset by it, that people will use my stuff for clickbait. It's partially why I do what I do, aside from finding it entertaining and enjoying being experimental, and it does bother me that I'm always being 'protected' from success because "There are bad things about success." 

I'm sure there are bad things about being successful and I'd have to deal with a-holes. But, most days at my actual IRL job suck and I have to deal with a-holes at least once a week. If I want this to be a job, or to treat it like a job, I'm perfectly fine with dealing with bad stuff, and I find it kind of insulting to be told that I need to be insulated from the bad stuff.

If things get too bad, I'm perfectly capable of turning off my computer and going for a long walk to clear my head, or at least smoking some weed to chill out. Though, if I do lash out to the a-holes online or argue, I don't think that's a bad thing. I argue with my sister and my friends as well, and after we've cooled off we might not apologise because we did nothing wrong, but we don't take it too personally. That's what being an adult and having relationships is. By protecting people from Cancel Culture and demonising arguments and conversations, we're kinda denying people the opportunity to grow and mature.