Normally, I'd let Gemini look up "DatRollytheBall" (aka my username) so that they can give me data about what I actually do, but I'm afraid of looking up my own work or even my own username, because of a YouTube incident that happened 5 years ago. Trust me, it was NOT pretty.
Also I get REALLY jealous of other successful gamedevs and it just makes ME look like an misfit AND a failure.