this is really sweet and so relatable, i get the same train of thoughts and fears especially being autistic, constantly wondering if people are saying what they mean or just what you want to hear and then going off hating/being disapointed in/ or just looking down on you. its nice and bitter sweet knowing that im not the only trans woman who has to constantly deal with this, ant that feeling of sensuality of describing all that melting away through cuddles and pure love at the end is just beautiful. thank you for your art