I joined Unpolished Jam because I felt like you did for months. Before that it was years. I don’t think making/doing things is a “habit” for me as of now (I still find myself slipping back into that inaction -> self-loathing -> inaction cycle) but I do know that I joined this jam and finished a project last week mainly because my positive feelings about making something overrode my negative feelings about me being “lazy”/“incompetent”/“whatever.” This game is beautiful, thank you for making it.