As a cishet man I can't pretend to understand what you went through but there are still parts that felt deeply relatable to me; how asking money from your family makes you feel manipulative and guilty, your family wishing to help you but not knowing how (and despite not recognising how they're invalidating your pain), and ESPECIALLY how guilt and shame isolate you. And I too wasn't able to confront my feelings until I sat down and wrote about it, even crying as I wrote. Thank you so much for making this and I wish you and all the people who worked on this the best.