...holy fuck. This spoke to me. A lot. I'm a trans girl who has been through a lot of self-inflicted sexual trauma online, a lot like the online section on the computer. I'm fortunate enough that I was never quite able to have any in-person experiences, but I did get close a few times. I won't pretend to know exactly what you went through, not only because everyone's experiences are different but because you experienced much more, and experienced things physically- but I know that I really felt for you while playing this game, and I think I can relate to a lot of the feelings you might have had. I'm not sure how much it's worth but I just wanted to tell you you're absolutely not alone in your feelings. Sexual trauma in general is so, so confusing. It's horrible, and painful, and pleasurable, and validating, and suffocating, and just leaves you so dull, like you barely remember most of it. I was the one who chose to go online every day back then, of course. I kept going back for more trauma. Was it self-harm? Addiction? Did I just like it? Was I being subconsciously forced by everyone? I have absolutely no fucking clue. Maybe all of them, I don't know. It's so hard to know that you made the choices that led to your worst regrets. Sorry for the paragraph, but... you're not alone, okay? You're not a slut, or a whore, or anything like that. Nothing you've done defines who you are. You're just you. You don't owe anyone anything. People love you, and even just from what I glimpsed of your personality in this game I can see why. You're a good person, and you deserve genuine love, no strings attached.
This was a beautiful game. Thank you for making it.