It's alright don't worry, hun and please don't feel bad! Honestly I was a bit triggered I think before I even played the game, I don't think it's the game that really triggered me, I was a bit upset when I wrote this comments, I'm terribly sorry if I made you feel this way!
And yes, I put down my PC for a while, I just need to get off the internet for a while, too many triggers these days lol
Honestly I think it's the first time I really hate a character in a visual novel, meaning that I hate the game, like I said in my previous comments the game is absolutely amazing and the emotions it made me feel is proof enough
Honestly you did an amazing job, bad characters in visual novels are sometimes too romanticized and likable for my taste, this is something I haven't found in any other game
And no pressure about the tutorial! It's totally fine take your time but more importantly rest, take care of yourself, physically and mentally, lots of love sent your way hun <3